Fairytale Friendship..

"Do not put your trust in princes, in mortal men who cannot save." Psalm 146:3

I know there are many verses people believe every Christian should know, but personally, i think that any girl, from a little girl, to even adults should have this highlighted in their bibles. Obviously if you read my last post, you know that right now relationship, for me, are a struggle, to say the least. So maybe this is why i love this verse *So much.

Now, what i think this verse actually means can go past the whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing, because to be honest, that a whole other deal! (: To be right to the point, i think what this verse is saying, dont put your trust fully in people, because they are going to fail you. I know, i know, that sounds super harsh, but its so true. Think about it.. people are imperfect.. so what does that mean? They are not always going to be ther 100% everytime you need them.

You know what i cannot stand? Those TV relationships. You know what im talking about. The best friends who never have anything wrong with thier relationship, even when they do fight, its done, over with, and solved within 30 minutes. I mean, seriously?! Who is like that in real life.. NO ONE!! It's just silly. Real friends are not like that. Real relationship hurt, really bad. At church, a few sundays ago the message was "the people you love the most, WILL hurt you the most". I have expirenced that, and more than likely done that to other people i love.

Im not really sure where i am going with this post, maybe it just me venting. I just think that at some point in relationships it become so much easier to walk away than have to deal with all the distrust, anger, and i guess just the crap of relationships. Like, sometimes you get pushed so far off the path of friendship, and you have so much baggage that you need to decide for yourself if the journey back to the path is worth all the struggle, pain, and vulnerability it takes to get there. Dont get me wrong, i believe sometimes it is so worth it.. but how can you know if you got it right, if this is the friendship that you need to back off from?

I guess i just need to settle with this:

I do not have the answers.. i dont know what people to put my trust in, because evenually, they all are going to end up messing up, including myself. Some will hurt more than others, some i will want to ignore just to protect myself, and some will help prove the struggle is worth the fight. The reward will be finding those relationship that i know are worth it, no matter the crap it will put me through.. maybe i have them already, maybe i need to keep looking.. but what i do know, like other things, its all just a work in progress!

xoxo

-Kins♥